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History....

Gosh. How can the love for a subject and the hatred for another evoke such immense pain, suffering, anger and frustration? I’m NOT exaggerating. Well, maybe just a tad bit( aha! The word ‘tad’ does exist!) Why? Why must I take Geography? I loathe my school principal. I hate geography. I just can’t help it.

Every time I try to develop a liking ( not love, that’s only reserved for my History) for that subject and open my sister’s Geog book to get a glimpse of what I’ll be learning and hopefully looking forward to, I just can’t help but lose it. Oh, for the reason why I hate( I mean, LOATHE) my principal is because my teacher had said that the reason why the whole of 3A had to take geog was because it was more convenient for the department as majority wanted geog. Yes, that’s the word. Majority, but not ALL. But that’s really what she said and I haven’t exactly heard from the horse’s mouth. Yet. Even worse, a senior teacher told us ( others who were also very keen on taking History and certainly NOT geog ) that if we really wanted History, then we would have to go to another class e.g. 3B. Oh yes, that’s just perfect ain’t it? Asking me to choose between my passion and my future( Between Biology or History).

I may seem paranoid but I really have a serious liking towards History. I love History. Really. I think about it before I sleep, while watching those investigation stories on Hitler on the discovery channel, when my brothers mention about Germany or WW2, and well, you get it. The thought of not being able to learn about Hitler, hyperinflation, Stalin, Germany, Russia… and well, basically WW2, just makes me so devastated. The thing that’s stopping me from taking action or writing an appeal is the fear that I may not be able to do well for my History exam. I fear the questions. All these worsened with opinions from seniors that say their friends regret taking History mix my feelings on taking History. But I love studying( I love my table where I spend long hours studying) The feeling of knowing I have something I love to study to study just excites me as well as the sound of tires screeching while cars drift(*drools*). Anyway, I really must try hard to like Geography. If I can’t…then I don’t know. Let’s just hope that it really is easy.

Depressing, depressing!( says in a mdm tan LL’s voice) Wipe your noses and dry your eyes for it’s time to move on to happy, happy things! SJAB as usual today( I can’t believe it’s become usual) Rehearsing for farewell party. My group will be singing( with a few dance moves thrown in)…*hold your breath* *drumroll*…’start of something new’. Wow. * applause* Okie. I’m going craZY… Umm… can I stop here? I really wanna watch my animes. Don’t worry, I’ll leave you with Pei Qi’s pretty picture of the day, as usual. Till next time, tata...

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Good things come to those who wait.11:39 PM